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birthday celebration in my office..

I didn't know it's Le Ling birthday until Kumar mentioned to me that we need to get a birthday cake. I was puzzled - "Damn! who's birthday is it?" **drum rolling** cheng! cheng! it's Le Ling's birthday.


How old is Lei Ling? She turned 18 today... (check it out the candle man...) **winking smile**


So.. we (Kumar, myself, Poh Kheng, Poh Leng, Chee Siang and Pui Yin) drove to pragin mall for lunch and we bought the cake there at Secret Receipe.


Mmm.. can't remember the name of the cake tho. But! it has a very, very tick layer of cheese, chocolate and white cream - sound nice ah.. it is tho - yummy! Check it out the birthday cake... **winking smile**

The cutting ceremony... Check it out the layer of the white cream.. so tick la. We need to swap to another knife because of this.. The cake knife is S-U-C-K-S!!

posted by syaq @ 4:38 PM 1 comments

what then...

That cause can never be lost nor stayed
which takes the course of what God has made
and is not trusting in walls and towers
but slowly growing from seeds to flowers

Thereby itself like a tree it shows
that high it reaches, as deep it grows
and when the storms are its branches shaking
it deeper root in the soil is taking

posted by syaq @ 4:23 PM 0 comments

Music Video from Blunt..

I did mentioned about James Blunt before (refer to my previous blog) **winking smile** I heard his songs, in fact.. all of his song from his latest album "Back to Bedlam" but I never came across watching his music video.

So.. when I came back home yesterday - Mmm.. say around 1:45++am (after my work), I switched on to my favorite channel which is "MTV" - I like!!. And S-U-D-D-E-N-L-Y... James appeared. I watched the music video with full concentration (even tho I half dead at that time, damn tired, man..) and try my best not to blink my eyes. Cuz I don't want to miss a thing.. **hehehe**

The music video was cool and simple, I'm lovin it (anyone, feel like eating McD?) **hehehe** I said to myself - the moment I reached the office, I'm doing to download it. But, crap... I can't!! The only reason is because I'm been blocked by the firewall **sigh** However, however.. I have asked Kumar (my colleague) to download it for me **yeah! yeah!** Even he said his voice is like an angel... **see..I told you - it's worth it to buy his album**

Anyway, here is the links for you to check out the music video's from James Blunt...

1. http://www.virgin.net/music/musicvideos/

Have fun... **smile**

posted by syaq @ 11:36 AM 0 comments

i was touched... by Telsa...

Normal routine for me everytime I reached office. I unpacked my stuffs (boot-up my laptop, organizer etc..), plug my "Sony" mouse, Motorola USB-cable, network cable and the most important of all - my headset. Once my system boot-up... listened to my open ceremony song - "Enigma" (to boost-up myself); checked my outlook emails (so far sooooo... no email); gmail emails (severals); friendster emails (severals) and start blog-ing.

While I was browsing around with Mr Google, an email message notifier pop-up on my screen. I received a short message from Desmond (normal-la) **smile** - commenting on my yesterday blog **smile** I said to myself - "Shit! there's he goes again. Whatelse he want to comment now..(with a big smile on my face when I said that)"

Without reliazing.. while reading his comment, I was smiling and trying so hard to control my tears (I have to control my tears cuz I'm in the office and I don't want to freck anyone here). After reading it, I took a deep breath.. and look around.. and said to myself - "Yeah! Love will find a way; Love's gonna find a way back to me..!" **smile**

It's so amazing, you know.. here you are trying to give up on L-O-V-E but somehow, somewhere and someone have faith in you and asking you not to give up. They could see there's something about you, something that you have inside of you.. but it's sad to say that you... yourself... don't even see it and worse you don't even know it. Well, let's put it this way... it's like someone can see you thru when you are invisible (even you installed the best firewall software to block the unwanted or a solid wall which is better than great-wall-of-china or what-ever shit.. right infront of you, they can just see you thru). Mmm.. except for "Superman" tho, he have the power to scan thru what-ever shit, man.. **smile**

Anyway, here is the song lyric - "Love Song" from Telsa..

So you think that it's over,
Say your love has fin'lly reached the end,
Any time you call, night or day,
'll be right there for you if you need a friend.



It's gonna take a little time,
Time is sure to mend your broken heart,
Don't you even worry, pretty darlin',
I know you'll find love again. Yeah.

Chorus:

Love is all around you,
Love is knockin' outside the door,
Waitin' for you is this love made just for two
Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know.

Love is all around you,
Love is knockin' outside the door,
Waitin' for you is this love made just for two
Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know

Chorus / Outro:

Love will find a way,
Darlin', love is gonna find a way,
Find its way back to you. Love will find a way,
So look around, open your eyes,
Love is gonna find a way,
Love is gonna, love is gonna find a way,
Love will find a way,
Love's gonna find a way back to you, yeah,
I know. I know. I know

By reading this lyrics (I never heard this song before, need to download it).. it makes me think differently in a way, in what way?!.. well, as long as I know that's what counts **winking smile** But the point here is... I finally reliazed that I have been surrounded by "true friends" that always see me thru when I'm "invisible" and I'm touched... **huggies**

posted by syaq @ 10:02 AM 2 comments

Hot News - CSI in my office..

Guess what! guess what! I was drafting some stuff in my blog and S-U-D-D-E-N-L-Y..... CRASHED.... BOOM... BENG...

All I could remember is I saw my colleague head under his table (his is name is Joey) and the glass broke into pieces. So, I grabbed my phone and snapped the incident.

Managed to snap some pictures but I was unable to investigate further as I'm afraid the whole glass will fall on me.

Luckily, Joey is alright. No bruises no nothing.. I guess he's been protected by the F-O-R-C-E. The force is with him after all.

Le Ling (the office admin) called the specialist to clean the glass and I finally found the caused of it.

Yes! ladies and gentlemen... his chair "broke". How it broke - it's still under investigation!. I guess we need to escalate it over to the "vendor" or maybe "see you in court" kinda of thing... This must be a quality issue of the chair. How could this happened? This question still playing on my mind. I think we ought to purchase a better quality chair for the sake of the employees in the office. Now, I have a funny feeling sitting down on MY chair near the glass (since my cubic is facing the glass)

Currently, the specialist is cleaning the glasses and Le Ling have to vacum the left overs. Oh boy! what a day.. wish Lyn May is here. We also experienced one incident a few months ago. But this is not a chair... there's this guy (whom to be Lyn May far far away cousin, if I'm not mistaken-la) miss-step and fell off the staircase and hit himself at our glass door.

And we had to drove him to the hospital. Blood all over... damn! this is scary scene. He got cut at his hand and head, I think. The next day, Lyn May received a sms from him and he mentioned that his alright. Phew!

I think Alvin (Lyn May BF) also fell down sitting on this type of chair - I can't remember-la (Lyn, if you happen to read myblog.. Alvin pernah jatuh-kan at our office long time back?)

Do you believe in Feng-sui? I think we need to call Lilian Toto **hehehehe** Lilian To to feng sui our office la. This incident happened twice in a year **sigh**

So.. what next?

posted by syaq @ 3:32 PM 3 comments

should you stay or should you fucking go?

Every day I read (Cosmopolitan, relationships forum etc) about women and men who want to know if they should stay with someone who has cheated on them. Nearly always, the forum is peppered with reasons why the cheater might have been compelled to cheat, and sometimes even includes rationale why it never would have happened had it not been for the evil home-wrecker who hypnotized the poor, innocent, cheater and forced them into actions against his/her will. The request for help is usually fairly evenly divided between “what should I do?” and “how can I make it stop?”

I been there, and it's not easy to go thru it.

While I consider myself to be quite the mushball romantic, my feelings on cheating have a much harder edge. Cheating, in my opinion, is a deal-breaker.

Stay with a cheater, cheat yourself.

Why shouldn't you stay with someone who cheats on you? If it happens once, it will happen again. Why? If you stay with man or woman who has cheated on you, you've essentially taught them that they can sleep with somebody else and you'll take them back. Wow, that's pretty great news for them, right! Correct me if I'm wrong?

The first time someone cheats on you, he/she has the most to lose because he/she doesn't know what your reaction will be. But, once he's/she's weathered the initial storm, he's/she's knows precisely how you'll react. By the time he's/she's cheated on you twice, three times, thirty-eight times, he/she knows exactly what to expect. Lots of crying and screaming, followed by a few weeks or months of good behavior on his/her part ("failed" suicide attempt - been there) And then, he's/she's on to his/her next aerobics instructor/co-worker/mall vendor. Repeat. Correct me if I'm wrong again?

Even if you manage to get past the lies, the heartache, and the ten pounds you'll put on with comfort food, a cloud will always hang over your relationship. You'll never truly feel cherished, or completely loved. And you deserve better than that, don't you? OF CUZ! Eveybody deserve better than that. Why torture yourself with feelings of self-doubt and insecurity? (I understand very much for those who torture themselves - cuz again, I been there) Tell that cheater to hit the road, lock yourself in your apartment with your closest friends, a stack of sappy movies (or action flicks). Move on, and find someone who gives you the love and respect you deserve. You have the power here! (someone said this sentence to me before but I just can't remember who! I'm sorry, but whoever you are - thanks!)

My girlfriends once said to me (after my horrible heartbreak): People will only treat you as poorly (or as well) as you allow them to. So, draw a line in the sand (I still reminding myself on this...)

As of today, your high standards are renewed.

Now that you're weeding out the losers, what will you do on Saturday night? As for me, I be at the "Torch". Hang-out with the regulars, the guys... and of cuz I be working **smile** But for those who don't have any plans - Here's the answer: You'll only date people who treat you with respect and kindness and dignity. You'll only date people who are enthusiastic to be around you. I choose to date only men who brought me sweets and opened my car door as well, but that's optional (I wonder - is there still guys open a door for a lady now these days?) just joking, ok **hehehe**
From now on, you'll only date people who treat you as though you are a Christmas gift to the universe (do I make any sense at all by saying this, Mmm..) **hehehe** This may narrow the field a little in the beginning, but once you get the hang of it, you'll have only the best dates to choose from. And that's really what it's all about, isn't it?

Whatever that I have said earlier, it goes to myself too. Sometimes you just need someone to remind you all this cuz you intend to slip away or forgotten about it.

There's no advice or magic wand to turn a cheater or abuser into a prince or princess. Consider them a lost cause and move on. Once you set your standards back where they belong, you'll be able to meet and maintain a relationship with the kind of person you truly want to be with.

posted by syaq @ 2:28 PM 4 comments

meet me at one tree hill on Wednesday...

Once a upon a time... there's this series called "90210 Beverly Hills". Still remember Luke Perry, Shannon, Tori Spelling and Brian Austin Green. Ahaww!! in this series Brian Austin Green is my fav. I still remembered, I screamed his name everytime his face appeared in the series. I even got so upset and depressed when he got married with Tori. Worst of all, in real life.. he hooked up with Tiffani Amber. Damn! anyway, they are not together-gether nomore.. **winking smile**

I wonder.. can we get 90210 BH DVD's like other series? We got Buffy, Charmed, CSI and bla-bla-bla but NO 90210 BH **sigh**

The point is.. if you watched 90210 BH, you will like OTH.

I can't remember how I got hooked with OTH. However, one thing for sure, when astro preview OTH.. the theme song was playing. It sound so damn fimiliar.. and suddenly..

**song lyrics - chorus**

"I don’t want to be anything other; than what I’ve been trying to be lately; All I have to do is think of me; and I have peace of mind; I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering; what I gotta do Or who I’m supposed to be; I don’t want to be anything other than me"

"I’m surrounded by liars everywhere; I turn I’m surrounded by imposters everywhere; I turn I’m surrounded by identity crisis everywhere; I turn Am I the only one to notice?; I can’t be the only one who’s learned"

**song lyrics - end**

I guess I was hooked because of Gavin Degraw **hehehe**. Everbody have their fav cast in their drama series.. as for OTH, my fav is Haley.


The synopsis of this series is about two half-brothers united only by a common name. Sullen Lucas (Chad Michael Murray) was a street-basketball legend in his own small blue-collar community, while his arrogant half-sibling Nathan (James Lafferty) was even more celebrated as the star player of Tree Hill High's varsity basketball squad. Both boys were the sons of former pro basketballer Dan Scott (Paul Johannson), who had long ago abandoned both Lucas and his mother, Karen (Moira Kelly), to start life over with a new wife and family.

These fractious elements came together when Tree Hill coach Whitey Durham (Barry Corbin) pulled strings to have both Lucas and Nathan play on his hoops team. The inbred reality between the half-brothers (who, up until they joined the same team, were unaware that they shared the same parentage) was of course intensified when both set their sights on the same girl, Peyton Sawyer (Hilarie Burton).

Enough of the synopsis, I think it is not to late for you to make a date with OTH every Wednesday at 08:00 pm Astro Channel 70.

posted by syaq @ 1:13 PM 0 comments

A night with Quentin Tarantino...

**applause** to Quentin Taratino... phew! I was so, so stress out while watching this series. Anyway, bravo! bravo!... **applause** I bet you heard about Quentin Tarantino before. Well, he directed the movie called "Kill Syaquera" (malaysia version).. opps.. **hehehe** actually it's... Kill Bill Vol1 & Vol2 and Pulp Fiction.


I wanted so much to watch F4 last night (psst! psst! F4 means Fantastic 4) **hehehe**, but again I'm tired. So.. I decided to stay home and be an angel **hehehe** When I reached home, I put down my laptop beg, changed my clothes and flipped astro programme channel and AHA! AHA! CSI Finale is at 9pm (and I almost forget all about it, luckily my girlfriend Sha Sha mentioned about it, Thanks girl!). I said to myself - "Phew! lucky me that I didn't go out else...!" While waiting for CSI, I watched "One Tree Hill" channel 70. I been watching this series everyweek... one main reason is because the theme song is from Gavin Degraw - "I don't want to be". Very cool song **smile**

OTH finished at 08:50pm and I rushed out to pack my dinner. I had white rice, omelette and seafood tomyam **yummy** Watched the series while having my dinner.. wa-la-wei.. the finale was really cool. Unfortunately, I can't continue with my food. There's come a point, where the CSI Doctor.. have to pull Nick intestines.. ehew! yucks! and that is so fucking "geli" liao **puke face** So.. I decided not to continue my dinner.

That's it.. CSI: Crime Scene Investigation (original version) have came to it's "finale".. We still got CSI: Miami and CSI: New York. I don't know about the rest of you, but I still like the original version **smile**


I wonder.. whether am I qualified enough to be a CSI agent? Mmm... as long as I don't have to kill cockroaches.. that's fine with me. All I want to do is to kiss some ass (so I can practice my kick-boxing techniques) and to shoot people ass too (since I been playing counter strikes with my ex-dell friends before, this is the moment I used my shooting skills) **hehehe**

posted by syaq @ 9:57 AM 2 comments

Scarlett Johansson kopi-right Syaquera in faceanalyzer

I was blogg-ing some of the blogs and found an interesting stuff. I was playing with it almost 3 hrs. I was looking high and low for the best picture in order to get best result.. **hehehe** but... P-I-R-A-H!!! result almost the same... Anxiously, waiting for the result... ended up my Celebmatch is "Scarlett Johansson"

One thing for sure, I'm glad that my "gay factor" is very low. Phew! TG! (TG stands for Thank GOD!) I'm straight. Good to know that I'm averagely intelligent **smile** I thought all the while I'm a bit koo-koo **winking smile**

This is interesting, race analysis says - I've got 9% of "east indian", all the while I only know there are north indian and south indian. The north indian is where you can find all the beautiful ladies such as Aishwarya Rai (Ms World), Sumitha Sen (Ms Universe). Not sure of south indian tho.. but as for east indian that there is someone almost to be crown as Ms Torch (unfortunately, she pull herself out for some personal reason) is Ms Syaquera Khan **hehehe** This is totally crap results... ME - "southern european" Ya! kiss my lips, man **hehehe**


Oh ya! Guess what... I saw Keanu in faceanalyzer as well. Wish Sue can view this... (btw! miss you so much gurl!) Check out Keanu result.. he looks Ahaaaawwwww!!! YAHOO! he is not gay.. yeah! yeah! he is not gay...

Anyway.. this link is pretty fun.. http://www.faceanalyzer.com check it out..

posted by syaq @ 4:22 PM 2 comments

ai shiteru - Takeshi Kaneshiro...

I was google-ing around with my best buddie - Mr Google and asking him to search my lost, lost ex boyfriend (yeah! in my dreams) - Takeshi Kaneshiro. And there you go.. Mr Google provide me few links of "Takeshi Kaneshiro". I'm so W-O-W!!! I started to OOooooOOo-AAAaaaaAAA about him since I went to watch his movie "House of Flying Daggers " with Lyn May. Oh boy! he looks yummy!! This is my dream guy, I love guy with long hair **hehehe**

I was told from another friend of mine (how I wish, I can call him my "bf"..) **sigh** that he has a friend that look like Takeshi and he is working at Gurney Plaza 4th Floor. Yes girls! the look-a-like of Takeshi is here in Penang but unfortunately his taken **sigh**

The more I look at this picture, the more I feel like kissing him. Damn!! look at his lips. I would do anything for him - ANYTHING... Ahawwwwww!!!!

posted by syaq @ 3:47 PM 1 comments

may-day! may-day!.. i tot i saw...

I was at the "TORCH" one day, and I was busy serving the customer. The moment when I lift my head up, I saw this guy with a baseball cap, khakis short pants and white collar t-shirt. Out of sudden, my blood go upstairs **hehehe** (lucky it is not blood pressure or what).. my hair all stand up (Desmond! I know you, by the time you read this sentence.. you be thinking to say something funny in my chatterbox or giving me a comment - and Desmond! not that HAIR!!).

As I was saying, he walked towards to the bar. My heart pounding like shit! Oh man! I almost wanted to ask him "What the fuck are you doing here?!" Something pull me back, and I was so fucking lucky I didn't say that. This guy really reminded me of my ex. Side view, long view, short view, back view (Desmond! stop it - not that way, ok) whatever-shit view.. he really reminded me of my ex. There I go again, the moment lead me back to my memory lane.

I started to think about my ex everytime I saw this guy at "Torch". Honestly, I just can't stop looking at him. His smile, body structure, his face impression when he talked.. everything reminds me of my ex. Well! thanks to Desmond... he gave me some guy tips on how to start a conversation. I told Desmond that I'm a shy girl. Mmm.. actually depands tho.. If I don't know that person, and that person happen to be a shy person, I will be "double" shy girl **hehehe** Anyway, I managed to start a conversation with him. I asked him "So.. who is leading the game?" and he answered with a smile. I never felt so nervous before and I felt it at that moment in time. Gosh! phew!....

According to Desmond, if he saw his ex gf, he will run away from them. And I just don't know why he would do that.. As for myself, I either walk over and say "Hello" or just ignore him - as if I don't even know him at all. It easy for me to say, ya! but I just wish I don't have to meet or bump in to them at the first place. Sometimes seeing your ex with another girl is stressful enough as it reminded you to your past and as for my case.. I just can't treat my ex as my friend cuz they are too special to be a friend. Mmm.. anyway.. at least this "guy" indirectly have push me to face my fears!

posted by syaq @ 11:14 AM 3 comments

just another day in $^#*^(*&(%$#...

Pressed CTRL + ALT + DEL, enter my username and password.. waited for the system to boot up (shit! took so long. I think I make myself a cup of coffee, my system still under booting mode). Clicked at Outlook icon to check my office emails - Damn! No voice of "YOU GOT MAIL, MOTHERFUCKER" (I have applied this sound file as my program events in email received, so when I received my emails - this sound should be play in my system). Used to receive lots of emails from my clients but now... felt like so unwanted **sigh** Click my WMP icon - stands for Windows Media Player **hehehe** This is a MUST to do for me, I need my mp3's to run everyday no matter what. Put on my headset, blast off with my "opening" ceremony song which is "RETURN to INNOCENCE" from Enigma and followed by my dear, beloved James Blunt songs and the rest (too long to name it) **smile**

Last but not least, I clicked at my IE - stand for Internet Explorer, everybody **winking smile** Since I always got hacked by unrelated spyware stuffs everytime I clicked my IE, I have downloaded a freeware called "AVANT BROWSER". Same concept like IE, one thing great about this software is that it's a freeware (give it a try, great tool). As I were saying.. I checked my gmail, now we are talking!!!... received EMAILS... finally I can hear the beautiful sound in the air - "YOU GOT MAIL, MOTHERFUCKER" **smile** Checked my blog, checked blogs that stalked by me, checked my friendster, google there and here, download some stuffs (wait a minute, hold your thoughts, don't get me wrong ya!! - I download something legal like freeware's not that.. that.. stuffs) **winking smile**

However, I just don't know what to post in my blog today. I'm still blank.. damn!! I just don't know what happen to me lately. I used to have so many things to talk about but it's been 2 days, I'm just not my fucking-self. It's scare me a little. Maybe change of hormon kinda of thing. Women.. I just don't understand them most of the time. Well, I am a women, and I just don't understand myself either. You know like.. when you said "YES".. actually you meant as "NO". When you said "NO", it means "YES". You say "YES", it means "YES".. OMG!! I'm confusing myself here. Hope you understand what I mean here **sigh** I always said this to my girlfriends boyfriends - "Guys! Please don't understand the women, just love them" **smile**

Anyway, yesterday I drop by at "Torch".. Gilbert is on the floor alone (he'e been doing the serving, take orders, cleaning bla-bla-bla). Pity him! so I help him a little, just cleaned the table, take the orders and etc-la **smile** Greg and Beng was there. They played darts, by the way.. they are my "SEE-FU" in darts **hehehe** They asked me to join them but my arm still soar. Jessie keep on asking me to get my dart set soon **hehehe** Ya! ya! I will that for sure, once my "fulus" is in (fulus means salary) **hehehe**

Aha! Met the "Dart" guys (Charles, Yong and Zach), at LAST!!.. it's been awhile they didn't pop up at the "Torch" (3 days ok.. it's been 3 days) Talked to Charles about the Darts Competition, his scored was good but he can't "check-out" the game. Told him that the experience that counts.. and maybe next game will be better **smile** Than Zach and his guy friend drop by too. They played "fusball", no dart for that night **smile** Zach left early (I wonder.. Mmm..) **deep thinking** and followed by Charles and Zach friend. Than Yong appeared. Wow! now.. they didn't pop-up together-gether.. all the while when you see Charles step in, you will see Yong or Zach but now...

I was at the bar, enjoying my coke with one of the regulars, Francis. We talked about boring topic which is "WORK" - argh!! Francis in his early 40's .. asked me a question - why am I not dating with a guy? Mmm.. it's strike me for a sec. I don't know how to answer this question. But I told him that most guys in Penang are turning themselves into gays **hehehe** and that is why I don't have any date invitation **winking smile** He laughed. Than we talked about "LIFE", my favorite topic to discuss **smile**

Looked at the clock is almost 1200am, I smiled to Francis and told him I make a move first. I'm tired, sleepy and sleepy **hehehe** So, I reached home, took my shower and there I go.. I just "BOOM" on my bed. The moment my body touches my bed, I can felt the feeling of "home-sweet-home" Ahaaaaaa!!!! Adjusting myself into my favorite position. Grab Jack (my doggy teddy) hug him to sleep. And I said to myself - "Nothing is nicer than being at home - in your bed" **smile**

posted by syaq @ 9:40 AM 0 comments

Feeling "blank" anyone...

For the first time, I just don't know what to write. Actually, I got so much things to share but it seem.. everything seem so "blank" in my heart. Darn... I'm sleepy now **big big yawn** I will skip for today....

posted by syaq @ 3:35 PM 0 comments

tru calling for me.. DARTS

Been "lepaking" at the torch most everyday. I can consider myself as a "regular" customer there. Sometimes I played "pool", sometimes "fusball", sometimes just being "lazy-bum" by sitting down and cit-cat. Now, I have found my new hobby which is - DART.. Yeah! I played darts. I just started playing and started to like it as well, and I thought I might make a fool-out of myself that night cuz I just don't know how to play. Ya! ya! I know - you just need to throw it at the board but seeing the "guys" (I called them the "Torch Pro's") played, it really makes me having the urge of getting my own dart set and start "funking" practice so that I can be in the team **winking smile**

One night, Yong (my new found friend) asked me to play. I told him - "Shit man, I just don't know how to play." And it shown **smile** My grouping totally out (is like everywhere), my aiming totally out too - I aimed at no#20 but it flew to no#3 **sigh** But after a few tips from Greg (my new found friend too).. Hey! I'm not bad at all. Now, my grouping is cool, my aiming is so-so, my focusing is also ok for now but all I need to concerntrate is the consistent of my points. And that is "damn" hard.

I was at the Torch last night. Desmond dropped by to check on me, to make sure that his good friend is all right (well! come to think of it, actually he misses me, he just don't want to admit it) **hehehe** So, we played 1 game of darts. Guess what! he won - shit!! **winking smile** We played 2 games of pool and the score is "1-1" **smile**

Unfortunately, I can't intro Desmond to the "guys" (Charles, Zach, Yong, Greg, Najib, Joe and Spida) as they didn't show up at the "Torch". I was told by Jessie that they re-present Torch for Darts Competition (somewhere at Penang Road, I think la) No wonder, I misses them. Anyway, I said "Wow! DARTS COMPETITION!" And that's the moment I said to myself - Damn! I need to get my own darts soon **hehehe** Since, there's noone playing darts, I decided to pratice my aiming, throwing, gripping, focusing and calculation. Yes! you read right - CALCULATION.. This is a very healthy game in the sense that you can refresh your MATH equations perfectly. Damn! I need to use my fingers to add/minus tho - see! how bad is my math. No wonder I didn't score my Math during school time (that's explained)

Jessie provided me some tips and tricks - Thanks! man... He's cool. We played 1 game and he hit 21 dart to "check-out" the game. Based on the rules & regulations, he qualified to re-present Malaysia for Dart Competition. Wow! isn't that great.

Woke up this morning, I felt my shoulder so soar. Damn! However! it's worth the soar **smile**

posted by syaq @ 2:47 PM 0 comments