phone conversation with my daddy...
Normally, I don't really like to write my personal details in my own blog. I have my own reason why. But today conversation with my daddy.. makes me want to share. Well, I had a talk with my mummy yesterday, and I felt so bad that I make her cried. However, things are alright now between us with just one "promise".. which is.. I need to call them EVERYDAY!! Not to say that I didn't call them, which I did (maybe it's not enough for them)- but anyway, I promised her.So, as promised.. I called home. Daddy picked up the phone. Out of sudden, my mind flew back to my memory lane. I keep on telling myself - "What would I do without my daddy?" For sure, I can't loose him now, NOT NOW. We talked - asking each other how are you? have you eaten? bla-bla-bla (normal daughter and father conversation). I guess if you are a father and you have a daughter, no matter how grown you are, you are still his "baby" girl **hehehe** Trust me! I have been there and sometimes it's a bit hard to get yourself out from there, but that is the fact.
Daddy mentioned that I have to appreciate what I have so far. And proud with it. He also said "No matter what we just can't surrender on whatever shit that we going to face (daddy never use the word "shit" tho, just me!!), we also need to strive for the best in life (up to our capabilities)" Now, I MISS my daddy..
Larry, my buddy did mentioned to me once... "Don't let the world stuff make you crazy. It's just the OPENING"..
Note: daddy & mummy.. I know for sure that you both won't be checking my blog, anyway.. I know that I caused you pain, hurt and troubled in the past.. but.. I want you both to know that no matter what happened I will always love you both with all my heart.
posted by syaq @ 10:48 AM
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