Being Single Isn't a State of Waiting....
No matter how "together" a couple feel, how melded, how much a unit, even if their two hearts beat as one, it'll take more than true love to get them into a movie theater (for an example); it'll take two -- not one, two -- tickets (you know what I mean) **eye rolling smile**Whatever a pair of lovers want to do together in life, unless they're literally joined at the hip (though this might be a gray area), on some level they just have got to do it alone **damn!** Sometimes you just need to do stuff alone (am I right?!). I do watch movies alone, window shopping, eat & drink, afternoon walk, watch sunset, go to the gym and **drum rolling - my common word** bla-bla-bla **hehehehe**. So W-H-A-T?! Some of my friends will give me the comments like - Why you go alone? Are you ok? "Ooo I'm sorry, I'm not there for you" statement will definately come out from any of my friends mouth. I know my friends concerns and they would be gald and happy to be there for me if their time persist. But hey! no worries... **smile** As I about to say, sometimes when you do things alone, you can do things FREELY - like BEING your-fucking-self. For example: If I want to bawl loudly, belly laugh or dive-bomb into a keg of greasy popcorn, there's no need to censor my urges **understand what I MEAN now..**
I'm not anti-romance (I'm not - trust me!!) I'm not advocating or anything like that but I'm simply saying there's nothing shameful about relying on one's own company as entertainment on a Saturday night (sometimes only ok NOT most of the times) Trust me! it's not easy for me to say this but you will learned from time-to-time. It sure beats dating someone boring (brain-dead)? so you won't be branded a loser. Check the dictionary: "loser" doesn't mean "dateless"; it means "squander." As in squandering my time, my heart, my body and soul, I discovered that your life doesn't start when two-become-one; single isn't a state of waiting. I have highs and lows in my life **sigh!**, great circle of friends **yeah!** and a great need for down time: time spent alone. Allow me to give you some tips like what will you do when you spent your time alone? **big big smile** Well, just think about what you want in 5 years time? Where will you be in 5 years time? Will I ever get marry? How come I still have no boyfriend yet (for the singles)? (and the questions will keep on-and-on flowing in your mind) **winking smile** Single-tons, this is the moments for you think what you really want for yourself!!!!
I'm not saying NO to marriage or relationship, but by saying "I do" in marriage or realationship doesn't quatantee forever. I could be wrong or I could be right (I'm not to fucking sure about that - damn!) **confuse smile** Even if I don't want to always live alone, that's the way I'll enter either heaven or hell (if that's my final destination) **smile** And while I'm here on Earth, I will always be HERE **smile**
posted by syaq @ 1:56 PM
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