SERENDIPITY will come to me...
SERENDIPITY glanced in my mind out of sudden and it reminded me of my dear friend Yan. She mentioned this word "SERENDIPITY" in her blog before. I don't understand what this word mean until I took the effort to search in the dictionary **hehehe**. Well, let's say that I'm not that cool with this long-long type of wording. Simple english the better **hehehe**Have you ever search and hoping for something good and pleasant to ease whatever feelings that still trap in you? Have you ever felt threaten by your own emotion? To answer this type of questions, it do freck me out most of the time **rolling eyes**. Aha! why do i freck out - simple... I just don't know the answers **confusing face + smile** Mmm.. maybe I do, maybe I don't. I agreed with Yan, it is something too complex to be elaborate. It is there, lurking now and then, with or without our conscious mind. I’m sure, in a corner of our heart, no matter how big or small the space given, we still reserve it for "HOPE"; "FAITH"; "LOVE". A person with no hope is a person with no future (I agreed with you - Yan) **smile**
However, sometimes when you hope so fucking much - and it doesn't turn like what we hope for, it's just break your heart **sad smile** Do you ever experianced this type of feeling? Damn! I hate it when I started to feel it. But again, whether we reliaze it or not, HOPE + FAITH + LOVE do play a big role in every little aspect in out daily life. I do still HOPE for certain things in my life, I do still believe in FAITH and I believe so strongly that LOVE will always WIN **big big smile**
I bet with my little finger I(not middle finger ah!) **smile** that each and everyone of us have their ups and downs in their daily life. We need to face all this SHIT's, no matter we like it or not and that's why we called it - the journey of LIFE. Sometimes we encountered that HOPE, FAITH and LOVE doesn't come our way. If we damn lucky enough, we will encounter it somehow **smile** The wonderful moments that touches your heart in a very unique and special ways without you noticed it, or asking for it, or plan for it... well, this is definately SERENDIPITY. I do have my own SHIT's in my life, and I have no regrets going through every single thing. I do look back into my past, just to remind myself on some certains things so that I won't repeat the same fucking mistakes again-and-again. You know what! sometimes when you recall the wonderful moments, out of sudden you just smile **hehehe** (well, it happen to me a lot). **hehehe** my girlfriends caught me once, and they asked me - why la you smile-smile? Of course the common answers - Mmm.. nothing with a smile. They started laughing and called me "siau ca bo". It means crazy women **hehehe**. Well, all these things the ones that keep me moving on... **smile**
Yes, obstacle does persist but what’s life without obstacle after all? Life must consist of ups and down **smile** Else it wouldn’t be complete. How does SERENDIPITY comes to you, one thing for sure, "GOD" have set -whatever- plan/plans for each and everyone of us. As for myself, I will keep on hoping, believing, loving and -whatever shit- because I know deep down in my heart - SERENDIPITY will never fails me. And I hope it will never fails you either... **winking eyes**
To my dear Yan, knowing the word of SERENDIPITY, it's such a blessing **huggies**
posted by syaq @ 11:36 AM
1 Comments:
Well my dear Era,
Thank you for that compliment, though I don't feel I deserve much.
As I always believe, we're destine to our destiny, but yet destiny can be change if we willing to welcome any changes.
Let me tell you one simple things in this life. You can hope but don't ever feel hopeless. You can always hope no matter how big it is, but there must always be a fullstop at the end of every hope. What's that fullstop mean to you? To me it means fully embrace myself in believing what's God have outline what my life should be...HE knows better. That is what we call Qada' dan Qadar.
If there's always a fullstop in everything that you hope for... I can assure you that all those lost hope won't be that hurtfull...
I HAVE COUNTLESS LOST HOPE BUT NOT ONCE MAKE ME FEEL HOPELESS. NOT ONCE EVER REALLY BREAK ME TO PIECES. AND I HOPE, IN TIME, HOPE WILL DEEPEN YOUR STRENGHT AND SOUL...
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