AM I WEAK OR AM I STRONG ......
Sometimes I fear and just want to run, Away from everything that needs to be done,I get overwhelmed and just break down and cry,
But you can never say that I didn't try,
Am I strong to have made it this far?
Or am I weak because I haven't reached for the brightest star?
Independence isn't something I have grasped at just yet,
Sometimes I feel like a child lost in the dark without a safety net,
But you can not say that I am not a responsible girl,
So am I weak to have insecurities such as these?
Or would you say I am strong enough to be at ease?
I shy away from human affection in fear of losing control,
Though what I want most of all is someone who shares my soul,
Am I strong to have stayed innocent this long?
Or am I weak because of the guilt I feel when sometimes I do wrong?
I sometimes get so angry at the world that I just want to fight,
Knowing that self destruction just isn't right,I lash out at the ones I love and just wish that I could die,
I just wish that everything they ever wanted, I could buy,
Am I weak for feeling so helpless when it comes to the ones I love?
Or am I strong because the love I feel for them is as strong as the angels up above?
I believe that most of all true love does exist somewhere out there for me,
But I also fear with all my heart that I can never have a love that rare,
I still believe in fairy tales as foolish as that may be,
And now it's up to you to decide whether I am strong or whether I am weak,
Because to me the line between is just too thin to seek,
But then how can you decide whether someone is too weak or too strong,
When knowing all of those factors make up who they are?
And if that's the case then I would say I am both of these at the same time,
Because I am who I am and that's all that matters to those who read this rhyme.
posted by syaq @ 9:52 AM
1 Comments:
Only state of mind. So just do the mind over matter thing.
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